Thanks to Allah :)

18 Juni 2012

Alhamdulillahirobbilalamin :)
ndak terasa udah satu tahun juga toh aku bekerja di Lembaga Keuangan Syariah Al-Uswah Cab.Banjar ini :) terima kasih ya Allah, aku masih diberi kepercayaan :)
bismillah, semoga kedepannya aku bisa menjadi orang yang lebih berprestasi lagi :) amin.

Ayah

Teringat masa kecilku kau peluk dan kau manja
Indahnya saat itu buatku melambung
Disisimu terngiang hangat napas segar harum tubuhmu
Kau tuturkan segala mimpi-mimpi serta harapanmu
Kau inginku menjadi yang terbaik bagimu
Patuhi perintahmu jauhkan godaan
Yang mungkin ku lakukan dalam waktu ku beranjak dewasa
Jangan sampai membuatku terbelenggu jatuh dan terinjak

Tuhan tolonglah sampaikan sejuta sayangku untuknya
Ku terus berjanji tak kan khianati pintanya
Ayah dengarlah betapa sesungguhnya ku mencintaimu
Kan ku buktikan ku mampu penuh maumu
Andaikan detik itu kan bergulir kembali
Ku rindukan suasana basuh jiwaku
Membahagiakan aku yang haus akan kasih dan sayangmu
Tuk wujudkan segala sesuatu yang pernah terlewati

:*

mpi sayang mamah.

with you

senangnya opha_deu, saat kamu datang ke rumah.
kita sama-sama melaksanakan shalat dzuhur berjama'ah. ^_^

20130420

mah, maap. tadi pagi mpi emosi. mpi dongkol sama yang namanya dani hamdani mah. mpi ndak sengaja mah, mpi minta maap mah. mpi sayang mamah. meskipun single parent, mamah tetap yang terbaik :*

segmen pagi hari

tidak semua hal yang menurutku baik, belum tentu baik pula di mata orang lain.
itulah hidup. terkadang, kita melihat sesuatu hanya dari satu sisi.

today

opha_deu masih dongkol sama elu karena something di tanggal 17.

The Miracle of Basmallah

Dengan menyebut nama Allah Yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang

bismillah, satu kata yang berjuta makna
bismillah, satu kata yang sederhana
bismillah, satu kata yang mudah untuk diucapkan
bismillah, satu kata yang tidak boleh untuk di khianati
dan terkadang aku lupa untuk mengucapkan satu kata itu, bismillah
bismillah, yang hanya dengan nama-Mu Ya Allah
aku memohon perlindungan-Mu
bismillah, yang hanya dengan nama-Mu Ya Allah
aku berusaha dan aku bertawakal
bismillah, yang hanya dengan nama-Mu Ya Allah
guide me all the way to your Jannah

Someday

I don’t know how much longer
That I have to put up with everything
I’ve been hiding all the truth inside my heart
Everytime we meet
Everytime you turn face to me
Though I look indifferent
Do you know how much i have to force myself?
Can you hear my heart calling for you, loving you?
But I can’t open my heart for anyone to know
Can you hear it?
My heart keeps waiting there for you
Waiting for you open it
and hope you will realize..
Someday

Though I love you
Though I feel
but deep down inside, I don’t dare to tell you
Everytime we meet
Everytime you turn face to me
Though I look indifferent
Do you know how much i have to force myself?

Can you hear my heart calling for you, loving you?
But I can’t open my heart for anyone to know
Can you hear it?
My heart keeps waiting there for you
Waiting for you open it
and hope you will realize..
Someday

Can you hear my heart calling for you, loving you?
But I can’t open my heart for anyone to know
Can you hear it?
My heart keeps waiting there for you
Waiting for you open it
And I hope you will realize
That this person loves you
Please I hope you will know
Someday

20130414

saat kamu menceritakan masa lalu kamu, aku hanya bisa tersenyum kecil. membayangkan, betapa beruntungnya wanita itu. andai aku menjadi wanita itu, aku akan sangat bahagia saat mengetahui hal itu. aku iri, saat kamu berusaha mendapatkan dia. cari tahu informasi dia. seakan-akan kamu begitu semangat untuk mendapatkan hatinya dia.

20130413

bisa kaga sih elu hargai perasaan sii gua?!!
mana elu yang dulu??
mana elu yang suka sapa gua di pagi hari??
mana elu yang selalu perhatiin gua??
elu yang sekarang 'beda'!!

edisi maret 2013

etdah!! yang lain keren-keren, nah gua ketercapaiannya cuman 86,53%

the ladiesh version

hari ini ooph bete sekali. -,-
sebelum berangkat ngantor mesti susah payah, gara-garanya ntuh motor pake acara standar ganda [kampret]
nyampe kantor, jam menunjukkan pukul 07:57 am. [butettt, masih untung kaga kesiangan juga lu oph]
berangkat ke lapangan, alat tulis gua kena kotoran burung [iuhhh, jijik amat]
di tengah perjalanan, sii gua di gangguin sama orang-orang genit [ish, sopan dikit dong]
session kedua,
sii gua malah ditinggal pergi sama sang omet, gara-garanya sii gua masih nginput [kaga icceng lu om]
kelar nginput, langsung nyusul ke TKP, gua contact nomornya, kaga ada yang aktif [damn]
gua telusuri jalanan satu per satu, barang kali aja ada omet gua, eh taunya lagi ngobrol berdua sama sang cem-cemannya [fiuhh, gua muter-muter nyariin elu, taunya lagi mojok]
nyampe kantor, liat rekan kerja lagi hoki, dia dapet tabungan deposito sepuluh juta! [wow, jealous gua]
tapi, kalo diliatnya dari sisi negatif mulu, yang ada cuman bisanya ngedumel, ngeluh, etc.
gua juga beruntung, sii gua dapet uang tambahan [hhaha, tengkyu ya mba]
gua juga masih bisa smsan bareng sii dia "29:10" [makin cinta dah, hii]

so, saya katakan, saya adalah orang yang beruntung, apapun yang terjadi pada saya hari ini, itu adalah tanda-tanda keberuntungan saya.
terima kasih ya allah :)

20130410

pengen dong dapet yang kaya gituan. dapet si kuning bertuliskan deposito sekian juta!! biar naik podium, kaya mereka gitu. dapet juara pertama. :)
hari ini rekanku dapet si kuning itu, nominalnya sepuluh juta rupiah. good luck buat rekanku ;)
semangat oph!! kamu juga pasti bisa dapet yang kaya gituan. lebih dari sepuluh juta malah ;)
insyaallah :)
spirit.

20130408

gua mumet sama elu!!
udah cukup tau aja.

Cerita Omet Gua

etdahh!! omet gua makin parah. yang niatnya ga bakalan pergi kemana-mana, eh faktanya malah pergi maen ma siapa itu yang baru. katanya, refreshing otak bentar. huaaaahhhhhhh!!! apa hidup harus seperti itu?? entah lah. yang jelas, itu bukan untuk ditiru!! kasian dong, mereka yang mungkin lagi setia-setianya. eh, ini malah keluyuran sama yang 'new'! gubrak. (-_-')

Menambahkan Nama Label dalam Blog

>> log in ke akun blogger
>> masuk ke dasbor, klik edit entri
>> centang kolom kecil di samping judul posting
>> klik aksi label, arahkan pada tulisan "label baru.."
>> masukkan label baru, sesuai dengan yang kamu inginkan
>> klik ok

Realita Kehidupan

kala itu, ada seorang laki-laki. dia sedang bingung dalam menentukan pilihan yang mungkin berat untuknya. dia bingung harus memilih diantara 2 wanita yang sama-sama baik menurutnya. tapi dia inginkan wanita yang jauh lebih baik agamanya dibanding dirinya sendiri. berbagai masukan pun ia dengarkan, tapi tidak dilakukan. ia hanya ingin bersama wanita yang di cintainya. faktanya, wanita yang baru saja hadir di kehidupannya, berharap bisa hidup bersama dengan dia. hanya saja, dia berharap bisa hidup selamanya bersama wanita yang dulu pernah hadir hingga saat ini.
tapi hidup bukanlah sekedar angan-angan dan harapan, hidup itu pilihan!

Michael Jackson - One Day in Your Life

One day in your life
you'll remember a place
Someone's touching your face
You'll come back and you'll look around you

One day in your life
You'll remember the love you found here
You'll remember me somehow
Though you don't need me now
I will stay in your heart
And when things fall apart
You'll remember one day...

One day in your life
When you find that you're always waiting
For the love we used to share
Just call my name
And I'll be there

You'll remember me somehow
Though you don't need me now
I will stay in your heart
And when things fall apart
You'll remember one day...

One day in your life
When you find that you're always longing
for the love we used to share
Just call my name
And I'll be there

:)

Terlalu lama langit menahan.
air pun turun perlahan.
indahnya malam bertabur bintang.
kini trtutup dg kegelapan.
suara turunnya air menutupi keheningan malam.

hujan.
kutitipkan salam untuknya.
salam rinduku di hujan malam ini. .

^_^

06.15 AM

angin kecil berhembus,
dinginnya angin menusuk tulang,
beberapa hempasan ombak,
di pantai yang menerjang batu karang,
mungkin batu karanglah saksinya,
melihat kedatangan mentari di ufuk barat,

perlahan,
mentari sepertinya malu untuk menampakan dirinya,
semakin lama semakin terasa,
hangat sinar mentari menyelimutiku,
ku ucapkan selamat pagi untuk sang mentari

Saranghae 09.37 PM

biarkanlah hati ini merasakannya,
biarkanlah otak ini memikirkannya,
untuk bisa merangkai semuanya,
mungkin lewat puisi inilah hati dan perasaanku bicara,
biarkanlah mata ini terpejam,
untuk merasakan mimpi tentangmu,
perasaan ini,
rasa ini,
izinkanlah aku tuk menanamkan semua ini pada diriku..
aku cinta kamu :*

Cara Menghapus Nama Label dalam Blog

>> log in ke akun blogger
>> masuk ke dasbor, klik edit entri
>> klik dan pilih salah satu label
>> setelah itu, akan tampil judul posting sesuai nama label yang kamu pilih tadi
>> centang kolom kecil di samping judul posting
>> klik aksi label, arahkan ke bawah, dan klik nama label yang kamu pilih tadi
>> maka, label yang kamu pilih akan terhapus

20130405

saya bukannya benci sama kamu,
saya ndak bisa benci kamu,
kamu selalu memotivasi saya untuk bangkit!
kamu mengajarkan saya untuk tidak menyerah!
hanya saja si kecil yang namanya hati ini terlalu sakit saat kamu akrab dengan 'mereka'.
tapi saya selalu ingat satu hal, saya ndak boleh egois. dan saat ini saya sedang belajar untuk tidak egois. saya belajar untuk tidak childish :)

No Doubt - Don't Speak

You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining

Don't speak,
don't speak,
don't speak,
oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts

Bruno Mars - The Lazy Song

Today I don't feel like doing anything
I just wanna lay in my bed
Don't feel like picking up my phone
So leave a message at the tone
'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything.

Uh!
I'm gonna kick my feet up
Then stare at the fan
Turn the TV on, throw my hand in my pants
Nobody's gonna tell me I can't

I'll be lounging on the couch,
Just chillin' in my snuggie
Click to MTV, so they can teach me how to dougie
'Cause in my castle I'm the freaking man

Oh, yes I said it
I said it
I said it 'cause I can

Today I don't feel like doing anything
I just wanna lay in my bed
Don't feel like picking up my phone
So leave a message at the tone
'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything

Nothing at all!
Ooh, hoo, ooh, hoo, ooh, ooh-ooh
Nothing at all
Ooh, hoo, ooh, hoo, ooh, ooh-ooh

Tomorrow I'll wake up, do some P90X
Meet a really nice girl, have some really nice sex
And she's gonna scream out: 'This is Great' (Oh my God, this is great!)
Yeah

I might mess around, and get my college degree
I bet my old man will be so proud of me
But sorry pops, you'll just have to wait
Haha

Oh, yes I said it
I said it
I said it 'cause I can

Today I don't feel like doing anything
I just wanna lay in my bed
Don't feel like picking up my phone
So leave a message at the tone
'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything

No, I ain't gonna comb my hair
'Cause I ain't going anywhere
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
I'll just strut in my birthday suit
And let everything hang loose
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Ooh
Today I don't feel like doing anything
I just wanna lay in my bed
Don't feel like picking up my phone
So leave a message at the tone
'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything

Nothing at all
Ooh, hoo, ooh, hoo, ooh, ooh-ooh
Nothing at all
Ooh, hoo, ooh, hoo, ooh, ooh-ooh
Nothing at all

Bruno Mars - Grenade

Easy come, easy go
That’s just how you live, oh
Take, take, take it all,
But you never give
Should of known you was trouble from the first kiss,
Why were they open?

Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked,
Cause what you don’t understand is

I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I’d do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won’t do the same

No, no, no, no
Black, black, black and blue beat me till I’m numb
Tell the devil I said “hey” when you get back to where you’re from
Mad woman, bad woman,
That’s just what you are, yeah,
You’ll smile in my face then rip the breaks out my car
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash

You tossed it in the trash, yes you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
Cause what you don’t understand is

I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I’d do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won’t do the same

If my body was on fire, ooh
You’ d watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me you’re a liar
Cause you never, ever, ever did baby…

But darling I’ll still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I’d do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won’t do the same.
No, you won’t do the same,
You wouldn’t do the same,
Ooh, you’ll never do the same,
No, no, no, no

20130403

marah, kecewa, jealous, benci, itulah yang ooph rasakan saat ini,. kata orang cinta itu buta, tidak!! itu salah!! nafsu yang membuat seseorang menjadi buta hatinya. dan hari ini, ooph tidak suka saat percakapan 'itu' muncul, ooph benci saat 'mereka' hadir, kepercayaan ooph hilang saat 'mereka' semua hadir! tapi ooph tak boleh egois, itu sama saja dengan memutuskan silaturahmi antara mereka dengannya.
untuk saat ini, be patient ! itu jauh lebih baik.

29112011

Kau bagaikan burung
Yang selalu memberikan sayap indahmu untukku
Kau bagaikan sehelai kain
Yang selalu menghapus air mataku
Jiwa raga kau korbankan untukku
Harum khas keringatmu yang s’lalu ku cium
Kau tak pernah mengenal lelah hanya untukku
Kau tak pernah sakit hati atas semua perkataanku
Ayah....
Terima kasih atas semua pengorbananmu
Aku belum bisa memberikan apa pun untukmu
Hanya do’a yang bisa ku berikan untukmu Ayah..
Hanya kenangan dan pengorbananmu
Yang selalu aku ingat sepanjang hidupku

Lenka - Everything at Once

As sly as a fox, as strong as an ox
As fast as a hare, as brave as a bear
As free as a bird, as neat as a word
As quite as a mouse, as big as a house
All I wanna be, all I wanna be, oh
All I wanna be is everything

As mean as a wolf, as sharp as a tooth
As deep as a bite, as dark as the night
As sweet as a song, as right as a wrong
As long as a road, as ugly as a toad
As pretty as a picture hanging from a fixture
Strong like a family, strong as I wanna be
Bright as day, as light as play
As hard as nails, as grand as a whale
All I wanna be, all I wanna be, oh
All I wanna be is everything
everything at once

As warm as the, the sun, as silly as fun
As cool as a tree, as scary as the seaAs hot as fire, cold as ice
Sweet as sugar and everything nice
As old as time, as straight as a line
As royal as a queen, as buzzed as a bee
Stealth as a tiger, smooth as a glide
Pure as a melody, pure as I wanna be
All I wanna be, all I wanna be, oh
All I wanna be is everything
Everything at once

Everyday I Love You

I don't know, but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you

I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn something new
Everyday I love you

'Cus I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.

It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you

Everyday I love you more
Everyday I love you

'Cus I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)

And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul

If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you

What Makes You Beautiful - One Direction

You're insecure
Don't know what for
You're turning heads when you walk through the door
Don't need make up
To cover up
Being the way that you are is enough

Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but you

[Chorus]
Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
Oh Oh
You don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
That what makes you beautiful

So c-come on
You got it wrong
To prove I'm right I put it in a song
I don't know why
You're being shy
And turn away when I look into your eyes

Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but you

[Chorus]
Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
That's what makes you beautiful

[Bridge]
Nana Nana Nana Nana
Nana Nana Nana Nana
Nana Nana Nana Nana

Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
Oh Oh
You don't know you're beautiful

[Chorus]
Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
Oh Oh
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
That's what makes you beautiful